what the....

something reminds me back about my past... huhh, dont want to think about it... make me feel the pain.... the things that i dont want to remind back...

bcoz, on saturday night i've seen someone exactly same as my 1st ex.... huhhhh... cannot say anything, juz stand there for a while.. really3 shocked like i've been shoot... feel like i'm dead...

what the feeling of this??? dont want to think and to feel like this again.... i know she is really meaning in my life but i must put her away... she is my past..... i've to move on... i can prove it to her that i can be more than what she is want it before... i can get my career and my life better than her now...

that is my words, i'll show her....